[Ep 14] Title

[Emily]

I'll give this a title later since it will be 72 hours til the end of the challenge and lots of things might happen in the mean time.

I just feel so..... bad..... guilty........ stupid. I screw over people that I really like, while saving people I barely know. Worst thing is I don't learn from it and keep doing it I wish I could say / promise myself to never vote Henry out, but I know I might just do it once the time is there.

So I wonder, and I'm gonna ask him, if that stuff Taylor said was true or if it was simply made up to convince us to keep him. Because honestly he was suggesting booting Henry and for me that only worked in Wendy's favor as something in me didn't want Henry to be in danger; though had he really betrayed Taylor with snitching the idol then maybe... ugh this will keep going in circles and I guess I'll only make myself look worse with every vote I cast..... dang.... it's become a very interesting game though.

[Emily]

Ok this thing is just annoying. But Ingrid has it won. I wasn't around much at all yesterday and my strategy sucked. So Ingrid is immune, perioddd. Henry has the idol presumably and he will play it. So now it is me/Annie/Wendy/Murphy vulnerable. In my book, Murphy has to go. He isn't contributing anything at all.

Apparently Ingrid proposed a Ventus Final 3 to Annie; Ingrid didn't ask me, but she did ask Annie. She also told Annie that Henry is gunning for her. Now, that doesn't surprise me. Hope he's at least smart enough to realize that I've helped him a lot and have never made a move directly against him. He just wants full control over the situation, just like me, and without Annie here he forces me to go along with his plan of a Ingrid/Henry/Emily F3. My own plan would probably involve a Final 3 of Annie/Henry/myself, even though I know Henry would slay Annie and myself in that. Plus I'm kind of really secretive when it comes to revealing such things to people since I'm afraid they'll throw me under the bus with whoever isn't involved in it and then turn on me...

But if anything it looks like Annie could be Henry's target (which I really hate, I'd rather have them targeting me cuz I think Annie has a better chance to win the game), and then Ingrid is up for a Ventus Final 3 so she might vote with Annie and myself for like Murphy or Wendy. Now, I don't know if Ingrid, who doesn't want Henry in the Final 3 cuz he would win, is really up for that Ventus F3 or if she is just saying that because she wanted to have an extra insurance in case she lost the challenge. That's the same with Tay and Ingrid coming to us about booting Henry the next round (even though he had the idol... I thought they must have been spacing but whatevs). I don't know if it's genuine at all. And actually, I'm not too enthusiastic about said Final 3 since I really wouldn't mind having Henry there and I could be the only person in the game thinking that (if Ingrid is telling Annie the truth).

[Emily]

Hmmm... I might actually be in trouble. Henry feels like splitting me and Annie up, and I told Henry how I felt about taking him to the end and it may all come off as an attempt to save myself but it's how I really felt... I've never made a move directly against him. But from his point of view it's first of all very bad to go to a final 5 with Annie/myself/evilperson since he feels that they might cut him at the Final 5, and a Final 4 of himself + the Ventus three should concern him as well. Then on the other hand having two evil people in the Final 5 will increase their chances of making it to the Final 3. So he's in a tough spot, I get that, and with Taylor gone we made it a lot harder for him. I still hope he won't try to cut Annie or myself because I want her and me in the end.

Not sure IF he could get the numbers to get Annie out, but he could probably get numbers to get me out. That's concerning. Apparently Wendy and Annie have told Murphy that the three of them will blindside me; and Wendy told this to me so obviously Wendy/Annie/myself would blindside Murphy. This works, as long as Ingrid and Henry don't vote me. I'm pretty confident in Annie even though I found out she almost caused my departure in the first merge round, AND Henry should be much more worried in the Final 5 without me there, than with me there... but he might not see that... so yeah... tough round.

[Emily]

I feel kind of really vulnerable... and if Henry/Ingrid really vote me then I think that will lose them the game right there. They'd lose a shot at my vote and Annie would most likely side with Wendy and Murphy because for her there'd be no point in going to the end with Henry. I want a Henry/Annie/Emily F3, so that I'd never have to make a choice between Henry/Annie.

Plus I don't think I will have much of a chance to win this game at all, so I'm the perfect goat. Not that I think my game sucked that badly, I've had an impact, worked hard, made some crucial decisions... BUT given that I've been such a deceptive bitch screwing my closest ally Faith over, and given that I barely talked to some of the evil people (Zoe and Peter in particular), I think I'll be grilled and slaughtered.

But yeah, Murph told Henry that he's voting me. Annie told him she's voting Murphy. So now Henry and Ingrid might vote me and force a tie just to put themselves in a better position. Or get Wendy to vote with them as well. I think from their point of view it would leave Annie without a choice. I guess I deserved it, but I will be pissed regardless. I don't want to go this round.

[Emily]

So I talked to Ingrid and she implied that she was voting Murphy. She also said how she thinks Murphy and Wendy would win if they make it to the end, and while I am not convinced of that, it works for me right now.

She suggested a Ventus Final 3 and I confirmed with her that Annie mentioned that too and that I was down with it. She seems aware of the fact that Henry has played the best game and would win. I'm not sure if she would really cut his throat, but I'm not interested in doing that, either. Not sure what I want to happen, but as long as I survive this round I think things look decent in terms of getting there.

[Emily]

Well like everyone is either telling me they're voting Murphy or implying they're "gonna vote Murphy"... so it doesn't look too bad I guess. Annie brought up an interesting scenario where Henry gives Murphy the idol, and they oust whoever. That would be the best move for Henry probably since Ingrid and Annie seem to want a ventus girls F3. Not that he knows, or, maybe he knows and maybe Ingrid is just playing it up... all possible.

I've been very honest to Henry this afternoon, to the point where I told him that I prefer a Henry/Annie/Emily Final 3. He made a valid point why Annie would be a threat in the Final 3, but I was just honest to him saying I would have a problem voting her out. This might totally backfire, but I just felt like throwing my intentions out there, perhaps to avoid any awkwardness and semi-necessary lying in the future.

[Emily]

Sweet <3 I bet Henry voted Annie xD